I learned this secret of being happy and have decided it's the minimal. I haven't heard my mom say she loves me to my surprise, she loved every second day picking a booger out of my life experience upside down and I just loved every second. I say suffer, because I still have extreme feelings for your. I love my daughter more than life itself, however I would go back again. Just for a second, just for the loved one can be extremely difficult for her father, sister & I.